Are Big And Tall Men Able To Handle Attention?

So many men don’t want to be seen in public sticking out. I’d say that has a lot to do with the parenting they had because if people point out how shitty you look or whatever growing up if you tried to be yourself, then of course your goal would always be to blend in.

I remember growing up they wanted to test me for autism or something and showed me a photo of a school of fish with 1 fish outside of the group and asked which I’m like. I remember feeling insulted and drawing some clothes onto a fish in the group and saying that is me.

When you’re out and about as a tall person, you generally get side eyed a lot. Add in nerdy features like video game related clothing and you will find that even in adulthood a lot of other adults, men and women and everyone in between, have a gossip addiction.

In hip hop they always talk about haters and how if you build them up you are going places. They also have stuff like the bad guys (heels) in wrestling that have the job of generating hate watchers that want to see them lose. A more modern-day example is someone like that Paul brother that decided to generate hate by boxing an old Mike Tyson.

As I get older and my hair starts to make me look wiser, I notice I mainly have laugh lines on my face from not actually getting upset at people like I saw my examples do. I learned to laugh more whether I was suffering or not ’cause it makes life so much easier when you learn to laugh at your circumstances and how you didn’t let that shit make you into another example of that environment not making good people.

Defying the odds is how we all ended up here, when you look at how rare it is to have a brain like a biological computer and everything else it makes sense to try to at least have a better day than people you wouldn’t even listen to advice from. Obviously, they are comforted by their own anger but that doesn’t have to poison your brain. I heard an artist say that you let people with bad features in, they poison your space with that shit eventually.

I will soon be one of those people that sends out a block of text at 2am like a spell, filled with half-truths and a word search side puzzle.

-Brandon